and so

i can't think. i need a break.

Thu, 17 Dec 2009 21:30:39 -0600

fuck finals week

i can’t read, i can’t think, i can’t even use the computer. i’m a real life esther greenwood.

throughthemeadow: nnzxy:

Wed, 16 Dec 2009 21:24:21 -0600

throughthemeadow:

nnzxy:

'09.

Mon, 14 Dec 2009 21:51:25 -0600

hazelweatherfield:

allknots:wolfbearwolfbear:

1.What did you do in 2009 that you’d never done before?
skipped school, stopped caring

2. Did you keep your new years’ resolutions, and will you make more for next year?

somewhat, but nothing of importance really. i always make little ones like “touch the ocean” and stuff, because it’s actually really important to me. i live in kansas so i guess it’s not exactly so little.

3.Did anyone close to you give birth?
kind of

4.Did anyone close to you die?
kind of

5.What countries did you visit?

france, england, sweden, denmark. soon to be mexico and belize.

6.What would you like to have in 2010 that you lacked in 2009?
i’d rather shed this year’s loneliness

7.What dates from 2009 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?

not good with dates, but september 9. summer nights where i stayed up all night talking to kenta and james. throwing stones at 2am with james and cole. dying my hair with megan. ben folds.

8.What was your biggest achievement of the year?
being less phony

9. What was your biggest failure?
being phony. hating everyone

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
swine flu. awesome

11. What was the best thing you bought?
plane tickets

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
not mine

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
everyone i know at some point

14. Where did most of your money go?
film, clothes, cds/vinyl

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
boyz

16. What song will always remind you of 2009?
hummm…prob “all of these things that i have done” by the killers.

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
a) happier or sadder? Sadder

b) thinner or fatter? fatter

c) richer or poorer? poorer

18. What do you wish you’d done more of?
lived

19. What do you wish you’d done less of?
computer

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
on a cruise ship with my best friend

21. Did you fall in love in 2009?
yeah

22. How many one-night stands?
pfff

23. What was your favorite TV program?
flight of the conchords

24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?
most likely

25. What was the best book you read?
catcher in the rye

26. What was your greatest musical discovery?
the fleet foxes

27. What did you want and get?
a TLR

28. What did you want and not get?
lots of things. obviously lots of things, not necessarily material.

29. What was your favorite film of this year?
HP6. not gonna lie! or UP.

30. What did you do on your birthday?
probably went to school and was depressed. oh yeah, i think that’s what happened.

31.What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
that one thing that i could never have ever

32. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2009?
jeez, i don’t know. just a mixture of things. earthy, more feminine, vintagey, mixed with 12 year old boy.

33. What kept you sane?
photography, friends

34. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
michael cera

35. What political issue stirred you the most?
environment, gay rights, poverty

36. Who did you miss?
abby :(, all of my friends who don’t talk to me anymore

37. Who was the best new person you met?
austin

38. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2009:
everything they teach you is shit

39. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:

if you can’t hold on, if you can’t hold on, hold on

gift swap

Sun, 13 Dec 2009 14:29:45 -0600

does not coincide well with finals week.

mysticalandshit: keepeyeswide:(via unsolvedmysteries:come wind...

Sun, 13 Dec 2009 14:12:28 -0600

mysticalandshit:

keepeyeswide:(via unsolvedmysteries:come wind come rain)

this is lovely

wildislands: sweethomestyle: (via vainbuthonest)

Sun, 13 Dec 2009 14:12:12 -0600

wildislands:

sweethomestyle:

(via vainbuthonest)

this is what i see

Fri, 11 Dec 2009 20:58:03 -0600

this is what i see

this is where i am

Fri, 11 Dec 2009 20:56:57 -0600

this is where i am

this is how i feel.

Fri, 11 Dec 2009 20:54:12 -0600

this is how i feel.

i know this is stupid, but does anyone

Thu, 10 Dec 2009 19:08:14 -0600

else, when they like a boy, start listening to a certain type of music more than usual?

for instance, with j i listened to a ton of beatles and bob dylan and cat stevens, and now i listen to less of that and more of the shins, and the killers and stuff.

"i think you’re real cool. like billy blanks. and fridges and stuff."

Tue, 08 Dec 2009 19:56:04 -0600

“i think you’re real cool. like billy blanks. and fridges and stuff.”

what i love about the midwest is the abundance of snowdays we...

Tue, 08 Dec 2009 19:24:48 -0600

what i love about the midwest is the abundance of snowdays we have.

two snowdays in a row!

Tue, 08 Dec 2009 19:22:39 -0600

good week, guys.

didn’t actually want to take photos. just felt obligated...

Tue, 08 Dec 2009 10:04:03 -0600

didn’t actually want to take photos.

just felt obligated to, snow day and all.

killers-all of the things that i have done you and me?

Mon, 07 Dec 2009 16:41:22 -0600

killers-all of the things that i have done

you and me?

casimirpulaskiday: splinteredtruths: - -my breath sometimes.

Sun, 06 Dec 2009 00:14:19 -0600

casimirpulaskiday:

splinteredtruths:

-

-my breath sometimes.

shoooot

Sat, 05 Dec 2009 12:47:18 -0600

really happy right now

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Sat, 05 Dec 2009 10:44:58 -0600

(via fuckyeahskinnybitch)

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Wed, 02 Dec 2009 06:55:45 -0600

nikoline:

hannahdavis:

nikoline:

meredithlou:iamwarmandpowerful:casimirpulaskiday:chloejane:thinkofsomething:supernovas:(via youre-theocean)

mmm planes and airports are my favourite things in the world.

i used to think so too, but now i friggin hate it! believe it or not, but security is way more paranoid in norway than anything i experienced in america. now it’s all just stress stress stress and you are a terrorist until you are able to prove that you aren’t.

really? when i was in sweden/denmark/any part of europe this year, actually, security everywhere was such a breeze. nothing compared to boarding at even the kansas city airport of all places, which has the quickest security of any major airport i’ve been to in the us. still, it’s major sucky.

it sucks to always be forgotten, whether its in real life or online, in kansas or washington or across the world.

Mon, 30 Nov 2009 22:36:00 -0600